The Steps Ahead

A few weeks back, I went to my 1st audition in a few years. Ever since Evie was born, and I've been working to support the family I haven't had much time to indulge in my writing or acting endeavours.  It's just how it is.  I don't have the time, outside of work, to commit to a theatrical production.  Or do I?

I auditioned just to audition.  The director emailed me asking me to come out, it's a script I love, a company I respect, and what could it hurt?  Dust off a few cobwebs, get up on my feet, read a few sides and see some friends.  So I auditioned, and got cast as the lead even though I am unsure I can commit the time needed for rehearsals and performances.  The director said, "Just say yes and we'll figure it out.  Just say yes and we'll make it work."

So I did.  This May I will be appearing as Richard Hannay in Dignity Players'production of The 39 Steps!  

So why now?  Why have I turned down auditioned for other shows?  Why do I feel like I can make this one work with my hectic schedule?  Because I really want to try.  My job is just a job, is not the end all be all of who I am.  I need to do something that I can enjoy, and something that might inspire... groceries do not fulfill this need.  They just can't.